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HUMAN LIFE.



HUMAN LIFE,



A POEM.



BY



SAMUEL ROGERS.



LONDON :
JOHN MURRAY, ALBEMARLE STREET.

1819.



90



PRINTED BY BENSLEY AND SON,
BOLT COFRT, FLEET STREET.



THE ARGUMENT.

Introduction. — Ringing of bells in a neighbouring Village

on the Birth of an Heir. — General Reflections on Human

Life. — The Subject proposed. — Childhood. — Youth. —
Manhood. — Love. — Marriage. — Domestic Happiness
and Affliction. — War. — Peace. — Civil Dissension. —
Retirement from active Life. — Old Age and its Enjoy-
ments. — Conclusion.



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HUMAN LIFE.



The lark has sung his carol in the sky;

The bees have hummed their noon-tide lullaby.

Still in the vale the village-bells ring round,

Still in Llewellyn-hall the jests resound :

For now the caudle-cup is circling there,

Now, glad at heart, the gossips breathe their prayer.

And, crowding, stop the cradle to admire

The babe, the sleeping image of his sire.



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A few short years — and then these sounds shall hail
The day again, and gladness fill the vale ;
So soon the child a youth, the youth a man,
Eager to run the race his fathers ran.
Then the huge ox shall yield the broad sir-loin ;
The ale, now brewed, in floods of amber shine :
And, basking in the chimney's ample blaze,
Mid many a tale told of his boyish days,
The nurse shall cry, of all her ills beguiled,
" 'Twas on these knees he sate so oft and smiled. "

And soon again shall music swell the breeze;
Soon, issuing forth, shall glitter through the trees



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Vestures of nuptial white; and hymns be sung,
And violets scattered round; and old and young,
In every cottage-porch with garlands green,
Stand still to gaze, and, gazing, bless the scene ;
While, her dark eyes declining, by his side
Moves in her virgin-veil the gentle bride.

And once, alas, nor in a distant hour,
Another voice shall come from yonder tower;
When in dim chambers long black weeds are seen,
And weepings heard where only joy has been ;
When by his children borne, and from his door
Slowly departing to return no more,
He rests in holy earth with them that went before.



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And such is Human Life ; so gliding on,
It glimmers like a meteor, and is gone!
Yet is the tale, brief though it be, as strange,
As full methinks of wild and wondrous change,
As any that the wandering tribes require,
Stretched in the desert round their evening-fire
As any sung of old in hall or bower
To minstrel-harps at midnight's witching-hour!

Born in a trance, we wake, reflect, inquire :
And the green earth, the azure sky admire.
Of Elfin size — for ever as we run,
We cast a longer shadow in the sun!
And now a charm, and now a grace is won!



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Yet, all forgot, how oft the eye-lids close,
And from the slack hand drops the gathered rose!
How oft, as dead, on the warm turf we lie,
While many an emmet comes with curious eye ;
And on her nest the watchful wren sits by !
Nor do we speak or move, or hear or see ;
So like what once we were, and once again shall be!

And say, how soon, where, blithe as innocent,
The boy at sun-rise whistled as he went,
An aged pilgrim on his staff shall lean,
Tracing in vain the footsteps o'er the green ;
The man himself how altered, not the scene!
Now journeying home with nothing but the name;
Way-worn and spent, another and the same !



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N o eye observes the growth or the decay.
To-day we look as we did yesterday ;
Yet while the loveliest smiles, her locks grow grey!
And in her glass could she but see the face
She'll see so soon amidst another race,
How would she shrink ! — Returning from afar,
After some years of travel, some of war,
Within his gate Ulysses stood unknown
Before a wife, a father, and a son!

And such is Human Life, the general theme.
Ah, what at best, what but a longer dream?
Though with such wild romantic wanderings fraught
Such forms in Fancy's richest colouring wrought,



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That, like the visions of a love-sick brain,

Who would not sleep and dream them o'er again?

Our pathway leads but to a precipice ; a
And all must follow, fearful as it is!
From the first step 'tis known; but — No delay!
On, 'tis decreed. We tremble and obey.
A thousand ills beset us as we go.
— " Still, could I shun the fatal gulf" — Ah, no,
'Tis all in vain — the inexorable Law !
Nearer and nearer to the brink we draw.
Verdure springs up ; and fruits and flowers invite,
And groves and fountains — all things that delight.
" Oh I would stop, and linger if I might!"



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We fly ; no resting for the foot we find ;

All dark before, all desolate behind !

At length the brink appears— but one step more!

We faint — On, on! — we falter — and 'tis o'er!

Yet here high passions, high desires unfold,
Prompting to noblest deeds ; here links of gold
Bind soul to soul; and thoughts divine inspire
A thirst unquenchable, a holy fire
That will not, cannot but with life expire !

Now, seraph-winged, among the stars we soar ;
Now distant ages, like a day, explore,
And judge the act, the actor now no more;



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Or, in a thankless hour condemned to live,
From others claim what these refuse to give,
And dart, like Milton, an unerring eye
Through the dim curtains of Futurity. b

Wealth, Pleasure, Ease, all thought of self resigned,
What will not Man encounter for Mankind ?
Behold him now unbar the prison-door,
And, lifting Guilt, Contagion from the floor,
To Peace and Health, and Light and Life restore ;
Now in Thermopylae remain to share
Death— nor look back, nor turn a footstep there,
Leaving his story to the birds of air :



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And now like Pylades (in Heaven they write
Names such as his in characters of light)
Long with his friend in generous enmity,
Pleading, insisting in his place to die!

Do what he will, he cannot realize
Half he conceives — the glorious vision flies.
Go where he may, he cannot hope to find
The truth, the beauty pictured in his mind.
But if by chance an object strike the sense,
The faintest shadow of that Excellence,
Passions, that slept, are stirring in his frame,
Thoughts undefined, feelings without a name!



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And some, not here called forth, may slumber on
Till this vain pageant of a world is gone ;
Lying too deep for things that perish here,
Waiting for life — but in a nobler sphere !

Look where he comes! Rejoicing in his birth,
Awhile he moves as in a heaven on earth!
Sun, moon, and stars — the land, the sea, the sky,
To him shine out as 'twere a galaxy !
But soon 'tis past — the light has died away !
With him it came (it was not of the day)
And he himself diffused it, like the stone c
That sheds awhile a lustre all its own,



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Making night beautiful. 'Tis past, 'tis gone,
And in his darkness as he journies on,
Nothing revives him but the blessed ray
That now breaks in, nor ever knows decay,
Sent from a better world to light him on his way.

How great the Mystery ! Let others sing
The circling Year, the promise of the Spring,
The Summer's glory, and the rich repose
Of Autumn, and the Winter's silvery snows.
Man through the changing scene let me pursue,
Himself how wondrous in his changes too !
Not Man, the sullen savage in his den ;
But Man called forth in fellowship with men ;



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Schooled and trained up to Wisdom from his birth ; d
God's noblest work — His image upon earth!

The hour arrives, the moment wished and feared;
The child is born, by many a pang endeared.
And now the mother's ear has caught his cry ;
Oh grant the cherub to her asking eye !
He comes — she clasps him. To her bosom pressed,
He drinks the balm of life, and drops to rest.

Her by her smile how soon the Stranger knows ;
How soon by his the glad discovery shows !
As to her lips she lifts the lovely boy,
What answering looks of sympathy and joy!



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He walks, he speaks. In many a broken word
His wants, his wishes, and his griefs are heard.
And ever, ever to her lap he flies,
When rosy Sleep comes on with sweet surprise.
Locked in her arms, his arms across her flung,
(That name most dear for ever on his tongue)
As with soft accents round her neck he clings,
And, cheek to cheek, her lulling song she sings,
How blest to feel the beatings of his heart,
Breathe his sweet breath, and kiss for kiss impart ;
Watch o'er his slumbers like the brooding dove,
And, if she can, exhaust a mother's love!

But soon a nobler task demands her care.
Apart she joins his little hands in prayer,



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Telling of Him who sees in secret there ! —
And now the volume on her knee has caught
His wandering eye — now many a written thought
Never to die, with many a lisping sweet
His moving, murmuring lips endeavour to repeat.

Released, he chases the bright butterfly;
Oh he would follow — follow through the sky !
Climbs the gaunt mastiff slumbering in his chain,
And chides and buffets, clinging by the mane;
Then runs, and, kneeling by the fountain-side,
Sends his brave ship in triumph down the tide,
A dangerous voyage; or, if now he can,
If now he wears the habit of a man,



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Flings off the coat so long his pride and pleasure,

And, like a miser digging for his treasure,

His tiny spade in his own garden plies,

And in green letters sees his name arise!

Where'er he goes, for ever in her sight,

She looks, and looks, and still with new delight!

Ah who, when fading of itself away,
Would cloud the sunshine of his little day !
Now is the May of Life. Careering round,
Joy wings his feet, Joy lifts him from the ground!
Pointing to such, well might Cornelia say,
When the rich casket shone in bright array,
" These are my Jewels! " e Well of such as he,



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When Jesus spake, well might his language be,
" Suffer these little ones to come to me!" f

Thoughtful by fits, he scans and he reveres
The brow engraven with the Thoughts of Years ;
Close by her side his silent homage given
As to some pure Intelligence from Heaven;
His eyes cast downward with ingenuous shame,
His conscious cheeks, conscious of praise or blame,
At once lit up as with a holy flame!
He thirsts for knowledge, speaks but to inquire;
And soon with tears relinquished to the Sire,
Soon in his hand to Wisdom's temple led,
Holds secret converse with the Mighty Dead ;



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Trembles and thrills and weeps as they inspire,
Burns as they burn, and with congenial fire!
Like Her most gentle, most unfortunate, 5
Crowned but to die — who in her chamber sate
Musing with Plato, though the horn was blown,
And every ear and every heart was won,
And all in green array were chasing down the sun !

Then is the Age of Admiration — Then h
Gods walk the earth, or beings more than men!
Ha! then comes thronging many a wild desire,
And high imagining and thought of fire !
Then from within a voice exclaims " Aspire !"
Phantoms, that upward point, before him pass,
As in the Cave athwart the Wizard's glass ;



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They, that on Youth a grace, a lustre shed,
Of every age — the living and the dead !
Thou, all-accomplished Surrey, thou art known ;
The flower of Knighthood, nipt as soon as blown !
Melting all hearts but Geraldine's alone !
And, with his beaver up, discovering there
One who loved less to conquer than to spare,
Lo, the Black Warrior, he, who, battle-spent,
Bare-headed served the Captive in his tent !
Young B- — n in the groves of Academe,
Or where Ilyssus winds his whispering stream ;
Or where the wild bees swarm with ceaseless hum,
Dreaming old dreams — a joy for years to come ;
Or on the Rock within the sacred Fane ; —
Scenes such as Milton sought, but sought in vain : l

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And Milton's self, apart with beaming eye, k
Planning he knows not what — that shall not die !

Oh in thy truth secure, thy virtue bold,
Beware the poison in the cup of gold,
The asp among the flowers. Thy heart beats high,
As bright and brighter breaks the distant sky !
But every step is on enchanted ground.
Danger thou lov'st, and Danger haunts thee round.

Who spurs his horse against the mountain-side ;
Then, plunging, slakes his fury in the tide ?
Cries ho, and draws ; and, where the sun-beams fall,
At his own shadow thrusts along the wall ?



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Who dances without music ; and anon
Sings like the lark — then sighs as woe-begone,
And folds his arms, and, where the willows wave.
Glides in the moon-shine by a maiden's grave?
Come hither, boy, and clear thy open brow.
Yon summer-clouds, now like the Alps, and now
A ship, a whale, change not so fast as thou.

He hears me not. Those sighs were from the heart.
Too, too well taught, he plays the lover's part.
He who at masques, nor feigning nor sincere,
With sweet discourse would win a lady's ear,
Lie at her feet and on her slipper swear
That none were half so faultless, half so fair,



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Now through the forest hies, a stricken deer,
A banished man, flying when none are near ;
And writes on every tree, and lingers long
Where most the nightingale repeats her song ;
Where most the nymph, that haunts the silent grove,
Delights to syllable the names we love

At length he goes — a Pilgrim to the Shrine,
And for a relic would a world resign !
A glove, a shoe-tye, or a flower let fall —
What though the least, Love consecrates them all !
And now he breathes in many a plaintive verse :
Now wins the dull ear of the wily nurse



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At early matins ('twas at matin-time 1
That first he saw and sickened in his prime)
And soon the Sibyl, in her thirst for gold,
Plays with young hearts that will not be controlled.

" Absence from Thee — as self from self it seems!
Scaled is the garden-wall; and lo, her beams
Silvering the east, the moon comes up, revealing
His well-known form along the terrace stealing.
— Oh, ere in sight he came, 'twas his to thrill
A heart that loved him though in secret still.
" Am I awake ? or is it . . can it be
" An idle dream that nightly visits me ?



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" That strain/' she cries, " as from the water rose.
" Now near and nearer through the shade it flows! —
" Now sinks departing — sweetest in its close!"
No casement gleams; no Juliet, like the day,
Comes forth and speaks and bids her lover stay.
Still, like aerial music heard from far,
Nightly it rises with the evening-star.

— " She loves another! Love was in that sigh!"
On the cold ground he throws himself to die.
Fond Youth, beware. Thy heart is most deceiving
Who wish are fearful; who suspect, believing.
— And soon her looks the rapturous truth avow.
Lovely before, oh say how lovely now!'"



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She flies not, frowns not, though he pleads his cause ;
Nor yet — nor yet her hand from his withdraws;
But by some secret Power surprized, subdued,
(Ah how resist? Nor would she if she could.)
Falls on his neck as half unconscious where,
Glad to conceal her tears, her blushes there.

'Then come those full confidings of the past;
All sunshine now where all was overcast.
Then do they wander till the day is gone,
Lost in each other; and, when Night steals on,
Covering them round, how sweet her accents are!
Oh when she turns and speaks, her voice is far,



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Far above singing! — But soon nothing stirs
To break the silence — Joy like his, like hers,
Deals not in words; and now the shadows close,
Now in the glimmering, dying light she grows
Less and less earthly! As departs the day
All that was mortal seems to melt away,
Till, like a gift resumed as soon as given,
She fades at last into a Spirit from Heaven !

Then are they blest indeed ; and swift the hours
Till her young Sisters wreathe her hair in flowers,
Kindling her beauty— while, unseen, the least
Twitches her robe, then runs behind the rest,
Known by her laugh that will not be suppressed.



Then before All they stand — the holy vow
And ring of gold, no fond illusions now,
Bind her as his. Across the threshold led,
And every tear kissed off as soon as shed,
His house she enters, there to be a light
Shining within, when all without is night ;
A guardian-angel o'er his life presiding,
Doubling his pleasures, and his cares dividing !
How oft her eyes read his ; her gentle mind
To all his wishes, all his thoughts inclined ;
Still subject — ever on the watch to borrow
Mirth of his mirth, and sorrow of his sorrow.
The soul of music slumbers in the shell,
Till waked to rapture by the master's spell ;



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And feeling hearts — touch them but rightly — pour
A thousand melodies unheard before !

Nor many moons o'er hill and valley rise
Ere to the gate with nymph-like step she flies,
And their first-born holds forth, their darling boy,
With smiles how sweet, how full of love and joy,
To meet him coming ; theirs through every year
Pure transports, such as each to each endear!
And laughing eyes and laughing voices fill
Their halls with gladness. She, when all are still,
Comes and undraws the curtain as they lie,
In sleep how beautiful! He, when the sky
Gleams, and the wood sends up its harmony,



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When, gathering round his bed, they climb to share

His kisses, and with gentle violence there

Break in upon a dream not half so fair,

Up to the hill-top leads their little feet ;

Or by the forest-lodge, perchance to meet

The stag-herd on its march, perchance to hear

The otter rustling in the sedgy mere ;

Or to the echo near the Abbot's tree,

That gave him back his words of pleasantry —

When the House stood, no merrier man than he !

And, as they wander with a keen delight.

If but a leveret catch their quicker sight

Down a green alley, or a squirrel then

Climb the gnarled oak, and look and climb again,



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If but a moth flit by, an acorn fall,
He turns their thoughts to Him who made them all ;
These with unequal footsteps following fast,
These clinging by his cloak, unwilling to be last.

The shepherd on Tornaro's misty brow,
And the swart seaman, sailing far below,
Not undelighted watch the morning-ray
Purpling the orient — till it breaks away,
And burns and blazes into glorious day!
But happier still is he who turns to trace
That sun, the soul, just dawning in the face ;
The burst, the glow, the animating strife,
The thoughts and passions stirring into life ;



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The forming utterance, the inquiring glance,
The giant waking from his ten-fold trance,
Till up he starts as conscious whence he came,
And all is light within the trembling frame !

What then a Father's feelings? Joy and Fear
Prevail in turn, J oy most ; and through the year
Tempering the ardent, urging night and day
Him who shrinks back or wanders from the way,
Praising each highly — from a wish to raise
Their merits to the level of his Praise,
Onward in their observing sight he moves,
Fearful of wrong, in awe of whom he loves !
Their sacred presence who shall dare profane ?
Who, when He slumbers, hope to fix a stain?



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He lives a model in his life to show,
That, when he dies and through the world they go,
Some men may pause and say, when some admire,
" They are his sons, and worthy of their sire ! "

But Man is born to suffer. On the door
Sickness has set her mark ; and now no more
Laughter within we hear, or wood-notes wild
As of a mother singing to her child.
All now in anguish from that room retire,
Where a young cheek glows with consuming tire,
And Innocence breathes contagion — all but one,
But she who gave it birth — from her alone



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The medicine-cup is taken. Through the night,
And through the day, that with its dreary light
Comes unregarded, she sits silent by,
Watching the changes with her anxious eye :
While they without, listening below, above,
(Who but in sorrow know how much they love ?)
From every little noise catch hope and fear,
Exchanging still, still as they turn to hear,
Whispers and sighs, and smiles all tenderness
That would in vain the starting tear repress.

Such grief was ours — it seems but yesterday -
When in thy prime, wishing so much to stay,



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'Twas ihine, Maria, thine without a sigh
At midnight in a Sister's arms to die !
Oh thou wert lovely — lovely was thy frame,
And pure thy spirit as from Heaven it came !
And, when recalled to join the blest above,
Thou diedst a victim to exceeding love,
Nursing the young to health. In happier hours.
When idle Fancy wove luxuriant flowers,
Once in thy mirth thou badst me write on thee ;
And now I write — what thou shalt never see !

At length the Father, vain his power to save.
Follows his child in silence to the grave,



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(That child how cherished, whom he would not give,
Sleeping the sleep of death, for all that live ;)
Takes a last look, when, not unheard, the spade
Scatters the earth as " dust to dust " is said,
Takes a last look and goes; his best relief
Consoling others in that hour of grief,
And with sweet tears and gentle words infusing
The holy calm that ieads to heavenly musing.

— But hark, the din of arms! no time for sorrow.
To horse, to horse ! A day of blood to-morrow!
One parting pang, and then — and then I fly,
Fly to the field to triumph — or to die ! —



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He goes, and Night comes as it never came ! n
With shrieks of horror! — and a vault of flame!
And lo ! when morning mocks the desolate,
Red runs the river by; and at the gate
Breathless a horse without his rider stands !
But hush ! . . a shout from the victorious bands !
And oh the smiles and tears, a sire restored !
One wears his helm, one buckles on his sword;
One hangs the wall with laurel-leaves, and all
Spring to prepare the soldier's festival ;
While She best-loved, till then forsaken never,
Clings round his neck as she would cling for ever!

Such golden deeds lead on to golden days,
Days of domestic peace — by him who plays



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On the great stage how uneventful thought ;

Yet with a thousand busy projects fraught,

A thousand incidents that stir the mind

To pleasure, such as leaves no sting behind !

Such as the heart delights in — and records

Within how silently — in more than words '

A Holiday — the frugal banquet spread

On the fresh herbage near the fountain-head

With quips and cranks - what time the wood-lark there

Scatters her loose notes on the sultry air,

What time the king-fisher sits perched below,

Where, silver-bright, the water-lilies blow : —

A Wake — the booths whitening the village-green,

Where Punch and Scaramouch aiott are seen ;



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Sign beyond sign in close array unfurled,

Picturing at large the wonders of the world ;

And far and wide, over the vicar's pale,

Black hoods and scarlet crossing hill and dale,

All, all abroad, and music in the gale :< —

A Wedding-dance — a dance into the night

On the barn-floor, when maiden-feet are light ;

When the young bride receives the promised dower,

And flowers are flung, ' herself a fairer flower :' —

A morning-visit to the poor man's shed,

(Who would be rich while One was wanting bread ?)

When all are emulous to bring relief,

And tears are falling fast — but not for grief: —

A Walk in Spring — Gr-tt-n, like those with thee,

By the heath-side (who had not envied me?)



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When the sweet limes, so full of bees in June,
Led us to meet beneath their boughs at noon ;
And thou didst say which of the Great and Wise,
Could they but hear and at thy bidding rise,
Thou wouldst call up and question.

Graver things
Come in their turn. Morning, and Evening, brings
Its holy office; and the sabbath-bell,
That over wood and wild and mountain-dell
Wanders so far, chasing all thoughts unholy
With sounds ' most musical, most melancholy,'
Not on his ear is lost. Then he pursues
The pathway leading through the aged yews,



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Nor unattended; and, when all are there,

Pours out his spirit in the House of Prayer,

That House with many a funeral-garland hung '

Of virgin-white — memorials of the young,

The last yet fresh when marriage-chimes were ringing,

And hope and joy in other hearts were springing;

That House where Age led in by Filial Love,

Their looks composed, their thoughts on things above,

The world forgot, or all its wrongs forgiven

Who would not say they trod the path to Heaven?

Nor at the fragrant hour — at early dawn —
Under the beech-tree on his level lawn,
Or in his porch is he less duly found,
When they that cry for Justice gather round,



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And in that cry her sacred voice is drowned;
His then to hear and weigh and arbitrate,
Like Alfred judging at his palace-gate.
Healed at his touch, the wounds of discord close ;
And they return as friends, that came as foes.

Thus, while the world but claims its proper part,
Oft in the head but never in the heart,
His life steals on ; within his quiet dwelling


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