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WishingWood

and other Verses

Agnes S. Falconer





THE LIBRARY

OF

THE UNIVERSITY

OF CALIFORNIA

LOS ANGELES



Wishing Wood

and other Verses



Wishing Wood

and other Verses



By

Agnes S. Falconer



London

A. C. Fifield, 13 Clifford's Inn, E.G.
191 1



PRINTED BY

WILLIAM BRKNDON AND SON, LTD.
PLYMOUTH




ACKNOWLEDGMENTS are due first and
chiefly to the Glasgow Herald, also to
Chambers' s Journal, the Westminster Gazette,
and the Pall Mall Gazette, for their kind-
ness to a country muse and for per-
mission to reprint poems included in this

AGNES S. FALCONER.



861815



TO
LADY PENTLAND

THIS TREASURE-TROVE INTANGIBLE



Contents

PAGE

WISHING WOOD . . 9

THE WELL . .II

WINDFLOWERS . .12

THE ORDEAL . I 4

IN AUTUMN . . . 10

CROCUSES . I 7

GUESTS OF DREAMS . . lo

THE LOST KIRK GARTH . . .20

SNOW-FALL . .21

WINTER ACONITE . .22

THE WINDOW . 2 3

VIOLETS . 2 4

SNOWDROP LAMPS . 2 5

SNOWDROP TRYST . -27

THE SNOWDROP . 2 9

MADRIGAL . 3

REDBREAST . . 3 1

SIR REDBREAST . . "33



8 Contents



LAVENDER . . . 35

THE LUSTROUS MIDNIGHT . . 3^

EXPERIENCE . . . '37

LEAF AND SHEAF . . '39

THE WHITETHROAT . . 4 1

FORESHADOWINGS . . '43

THE DARK SATURDAY . . '44

LILAC AND THROSTLE . . '45

WIND AND TREES . . '47

THE TREASURE OF THE HUMBLE . . 48

THE CHANGING YEAR . . . 50

THE SHILFA' . . . . 51

WINE OF VERSE. . . . 52

A MOON GLIMPSE . . '54

HEINE . . 55

THE PROUD MAIDEN . . . 56

FLORENCE NIGHTINGALE . . . 58

THE POOL OF SONN . . . 60

RIVER WISDOM . . . . 62

WHITE FROST . . . . 63



Wishing Wood

T CAME alone by Wishing Wood

One summer twilight fair
(Hast thou not been by Wishing Wood ?

All mortal ways pass there !)
A bird sings yonder all night long :
Who stands and listens to that song,
Though he should wait a hundred year
Would think it but a moment's cheer.

Out of the wealth of Wishing Wood

I chose me blossoms three :
One for my scrip one for my book

One for the heart of me.
There's one makes poor the gold I earn :
There's one makes folly all I learn :
There's one I kept so near my breast
For many a day I knew no rest.

I would not change these idle spoils

For gold or glory's gleam :
They take me back to Wishing Wood

Once more, though in a dream.
9



io Wishing Wood

A fount of gladness ripples there,
A bird song fills the fragrant air
Wishing Wood is more to me
Than all the waking world I see.



The Well 1 1



The Well

T THRILL, I fill, I spill my brimming chalice,

This rocky cup, self-hewn ;
Nor zephyr ruffles me, nor moon-tide rallies :

My heart keeps her own tune
In winter's sparkling frost, in heavy heats of June.

A crystal mist-fall on the ferns and mosses,

Behold my largesse shine !
I quench world-thirst, repair the river-losses

And levels of the brine.

(Without my creeping thread, where were thy
grapes, proud vine ?)

I spring, I sing, I bring myself to being,

I spend and am not poor ;
For ever filled and still dispersed and fleeing

While sun and stars endure.

Bird, flower, and mortal, drink ! Is not my Source
secure ?

So mateless, dateless, on the hillside lonely,

I take no thought of time
Listening to mine own music, heeding only

My rising bubble rhyme
That from Creation's dawn hath never lost its chime.



1 2 Windflowers



Windflowers

CO frail are we, pale are we,

Mist-thin, ghost-white
Hark o'er us, spring's chorus

Trills all life's delight !
And no leaf stirs in all the wood
Yet see ! our blossoms quiver !
Dance these not in thy solitude ?
For ever !

Ranger-thoughts, stranger-thoughts,

Dreams day denied
Faint fancies, lost chances,

And visions that died.
Astir when all the world's at rest,

And not a leaf is shaken . . .

Do these not nightly in thy breast

Awaken ?

So slight are we, light are we

Brief are these hours !
We wither ere thither

June musters her flowers.



Windflowers 1 3

Witch- April's windflowers, flowers o' dream

In budded woodlands hiding,
In many a heart-nook glint and gleam
Abiding.



14 The Ordeal



The Ordeal

of the palace dungeon
They brought the slandered Queen ;
They led her through the courtyard,
The serried guards between.

She wore a robe of linen,

Her little feet were bare,
And loose upon her shoulders

Flowed all her yellow hair.

Twelve plough-shares, hot to whiteness,

Now cooling down to red,
Marked out a dreadful pathway

For royal feet to tread.

And, fierce, beyond the gateway
Flamed up the fire of Doom,

If she escape not, ready
Her body to consume.

The King sat on the dais,

And cold he looked on her ;
And near him sat the Lady Lois

In gold and miniver.



The Ordeal 15



They blinded her and left her

To pass to life or death ;
She stretched her hands and faltered ;

The great crowd held its breath.

Then suddenly, around her
A strange wind seemed to stir,

With sweet and heavy odour
Of frankincense and myrrh.

As strange and sudden courage

Unto her steps was lent,
With lifted brow, and smiling

So steadily she went.

All scatheless she went through them

Like one without a fear ;
She passed ; she stood beyond them ;

The great crowd woke a cheer !

But she tore off her bandage,
And sweet and shrill spake she,

" O, Mother ! dear, dead Mother !
Where art thou gone from me ? "



1 6 In Autumn



In Autumn

"VTON young moon meek leans a pallid cheek

To the hillside, rough with fir,
And the barley saith, to the south wind's breath

Whatever he whispers her.
The field moves free, like a breaking sea

The night hath none other stir.

This magic night of the growing light,
That shall wax to the harvest moon,

My whole heart yields, like the happy fields,
To the spell of a speechless rune.

And sad, tho' fain, I would list again
To my heart's old wayward tune.

For the circling year comes always here,

Whatever its hope or lore
Fair Spring is fled and Queen Summer's dead,

And many a dream is o'er
But my heart still clings to the old sweet things,

And dwells where it dwelt of yore.



Crocuses 1 7



Crocuses

VXT'HO dreamed the frozen mould
These elfin cups might hold ?-
Amethyst, ivory, gold !

This pale as any nun :
This flaming like the sun :
This Tyrian dyes look dun !

Hark, prisoners of the hive,
"Who hunger, thirst survive !
The new flower-feasts arrive !

New beakers, sweet new wine !
Accept the seal and sign,
The magic wealth divine.

Come forth and drink anew !
Choose yellow, white, or blue !
Trebly, mine eyes drink too !



1 8 Guests of Dreams
Guests of Dreams

(To M. G.)

'"PHY House of Dreams hath one high pillared
portal

White marble : jasper green.
Most fit to greet thy mighty guests immortal

With angel looks serene.

Tall seraphs, whose white plumes from skies of
even

Wear still the rosy stain :
Dead poets, who have healed with salve of Heaven

Their wounds of earthly pain.

Fair queens, whose looks once couched a thousand
lances

And tiny fays, that creep
Through pink-rose petals shut to weave their dances

Around thee in thy sleep.

There is another doorway : low, half hidden,
Where briar and ivy twine

A door, my door, where I may pass unchidden
To those dream-halls of thine.



Guests of Dreams 19

Set wide the pillared porch and bid them enter,

Bright spirits fair and free :

Leave the low door unlatched, where I may ven-
ture.

'Tis grace enough for me.



20 The Lost Kirk Garth



The Lost Kirk Garth

1C* AIR sepulchre have kings, but few, I wis,

More beautiful than this !
The tall grass trembles to its silver plumes

Over the sunken tombs.
Here are no flowers but such the wind hath sown

To dwell and die unknown.
Moon daisies, lifting high their scutcheons white

(They sleep not day nor night)
Snow-stars of campion, and yon ivory, pale

Sweet honeysuckle trail
No litanies : but such the blackbird saith

Who sings of Life, not Death.

After Life's heat, how pleasant here to sleep

In silence cool and deep.
Here, moor-encircled, hushed for evermore,

Forget the days of yore
Forget the dreams, forget the sad and sweet,

Both victory and defeat,
Here, where the tall grass swings its silver plumes

And the pale daisy blooms
Place of forgotten burials ! here shall be

A narrow room for me !



Snow- Fall 2 1



Snow-Fall

QUTSIDE the pearl-built walls of Paradise

Long sloping acres lie

Beneath a tranquil sky,
None pass these silent fields in any wise

Save those brought near to die.

Fields pale with bloom of myriad dreamy flowers

No buds like these are born

To dews of earthly morn
Purer than snowdrops in the leafless bowers,

Or May's enchanted thorn.

There may be flowers within God's garden ground.
But mortals may not know
Their perfume, grace and glow ;

Yet from these trance-held fields beyond the bound
Drifts down the silent snow.



22 Winter Aconite



Winter Aconite

/^* OLD heads and greenest frills !

Snow powders all the hills,
Keen frost the brooklet stills.

Green hood and golden head ! . . ,
Late roses black and dead
Droop o'er your cradle-bed !

Gold beads in setting green . . .
"Was this a necklet sheen
Lost by a fairy queen ?

Green fringe and golden ball . . .
Life mocks with heralds small
Grim winter's strength and thrall !

Lavish your green and gold
Promise in wood and wold,
Leaf, blossom, as of old !

Doomed is the wintry power,
Signet thereof a flower !
Strewn in a golden shower.



The Window 23



The Window

COME may have their solitudes

Of spacious glades in leafy woods,
Or sunlit meadows stretching far,
Where with green grass white blossoms war
Or high-walled gardens, rose beset,
Where never wakes a wind of fret,
But morn to even, all day long,
Bird after bird maintains the song.
Mine own soul finds, whate'er befall,
A cloister chamber white and small,
Musicless and picture bare,
But open to the salt sea-air.
There my lone soul sits all day,
Neither discontent nor gay,
Looking from the casement high
Across grey seas, beneath grey sky.
What hath she hope to see afar ?
Perchance a sail, perchance a star.
She knows not what her vigil means ;
Evermore she looks and leans.
Through some mystic sense she knows
Whatever fails, whatever goes,
This window, o'er the sad, grey sea,
Opens towards Eternity.



24 Violets



Violets

A LL of our secret sorrows

That are clear of sin and hate,
Watered with tears and hedged with fears,

And guarded early and late
They are changed into violets, violets,
When they fall at the Heavenly Gate.

Strange balm hath Time for our healing.

Though the wound was sore and deep
Yet some griefs stay through the work and play

And murmur in fields of sleep :
They shall change into violets, violets :

Know this and forbear to weep !



I learned this rune in a woodland,

It sighed in the scented air
(So sweet it smelt as when Mary knelt,

Loosing her heavy hair)
Myriads of violets, violets,

Were massed in the shadows there.



Snowdrop Lamps 25



Snowdrop Lamps

snowbells of the youngling year
Pearl-pendants on an emerald spear
Maid-jewels, chaste and light and clear !

Out of the frozen breast of death
What wise enchantment quickeneth
Your beauty-legion at a breath ?

Oh, troop of lovely mysteries !

White swinging lamps in flower-disguise

By angels lit in Paradise.

Too soiled our hands, too dull our thought,

To take, interpret as we ought,

This pure love-gift to winter brought !

Yet in dark temples of the mind
Some votive tablets, crystal-shrined,
These sacred lights, reflecting, find.

Hope, weary priestess, fills once more
Her own small lamp above the door,
And thinks her vigil almost o'er.



26 Snowdrop Lamps

The snowdrop lamps are lighted. Lo !
Rise, all sad hearts, arise and go,
Leave, leave these frozen wastes of woe.



Snowdrop Tryst 27



Snowdrop Tryst

T SAW a snowdrop :

Finger-high, slender,
A footstep would crush her,

A least breath would bend her-
And flawlessly moulded

Her white petals, seeming
Like seraph wings, folded,

In peace of her dreaming.

I saw a snowdrop :

The robin foretold her,
While days darkened o'er us,

Still briefer, still colder.
The bright sun climbs higher,

She meets him all fearless,
With no blossom nigh her,

In innocence peerless.

I saw a snowdrop :

Farewell, winter sadness,
White bells ! ring the prelude

Of full choral gladness,



28 Snowdrop Tryst

Life's great tryst-hour keeping
The young snowdrops glimmer

Yet some must lie sleeping.
Mine eyes have grown dimmer.



The Snowdrop 29



The Snowdrop

HPHE missel-thrush, wild singer,
His loud, new message tells :

Beneath him, lightly swaying,
Tremble my fairy bells.

We know the self-same tune :
Now winter wanes, and soon
Life, sunlight, joy, and June.

No mortal, tho' world-weary,

May ever look on me
But he discerns, remembers
The child he used to be
So innocent of stain,
And witless of all pain,
Pure, young, and glad again.

No mortal, though despairing,

Who finds me at his feet
But sees a flying vision,
Elusive, far, and sweet
A light to follow still,
Redress for all life's ill,
With Spring's new call and thrill.



30 Madrigal



Madrigal

daylight dies ; now flush the skies

Rose, rose-and-gold ;
They flush, they fade, and twilight's shade

Grows grey and cold.
Look up, my heart, and think, alas !

Lost light, how fair it was !

Hark ! soft and near, how full and clear

That song subdued !
It floats, it fails ; to listening vales

No more renewed.
Listen, my heart, and learn aright

Lost song, what lost delight !

Life's but a day that dies away,

A stinted song.
Be wise, be wise ; the moment flies,

The night is long.
I hear a Voice repeat, repeat :

Lost /ove, how bitter-sweet !



Redbreast 3 1



Redbreast

HpHE swallow hath fled from the rain and the haze

Like a truant ;
And the mavis, loud minstrel, hath stinted his praise

Once so fluent.

Where's a singing bird for the sullen morn ?
Who shall bring a word to the meadow shorn ?
Shall I ? Shall I ?
For the old love glow
Be it so.

No lark now blesses the daylight boon

Eastward breaking ;
Nor nightingale for the wistful moon

Will sit waking.

They are gone, are fled from the autumn chill.
All alone, instead, I have songs to trill ;
Oh, few ! but true :
For the old love-cheer
Hearts will hear.

There's a last lone leaf to yon wind-stript bough

Fondly clinging :
And a last joy-thrill may the year win now

Through my singing :



3 2 Redbreast

In the drear low days of her pale distress
She shall hear the praise of my faithfulness,
Till I sing the spring

And the old love-gleam

To her dream.



Sir Redbreast 33



Sir Redbreast

npHE whistling wind may scatter wide

The dead leaves from thy cradle-tree,
The forest strips her summer pride,
And all the world is sad but thee.
Thy careless tune
Is touched with June
Hark ! where the winter sorrows throng
My Robin finds a song !

I saw red squirrels in the trees

With eager haste their harvest win !
Early and late I marked the bees
From field and hedge fly heavy in.
No cunning hoard
Thy toil hath stored ;
Yet while the winter threatens grim
My Robin frames a hymn !

Brave is that knightly heart of thine,
And bright thy tender vision clear

Small songster, lonely in thy shrine,
The scattered temple of the year.



34 Sir Redbreast

Spring builds again
The leafy fane.

Till then, by life's low-glimmering fire
The Robin shall not tire.



Lavender 3 5



Lavender



summer goes
Lingers, bestows

One rich last gift of her making
These, azure-dim,
Odorous, slim,
Lavender blooms for our taking.

So many flowers !

Such shining hours !
Many a bird's sweet " Come hither."

Then the rose fades,

Hushed are the glades,
Lavender's sweet, tho' it wither !

Pass them not by,

Silent and shy,
Sober, aloof in their seeming ;

Through winter nights

Of June's delights,
Lavender sets us a-dreaming.



36 The Lustrous Midnight



The Lustrous Midnight

""PHIS is the light that I have seen so often

When I have travelled Dreamland's paths afar,

With some weird shimmer all the scene to soften
Not sun nor moon nor star.

Oh, then my heart forgot the world's dull clamour,

Forbore to weave herself false spells of ill,
Made full surrender to the beckoning glamour
Went her own way at will.

Now do I sleep, or wake ? The night hath given

To these sweet fields a fairer sheen than dawn ;
There is no star in all that lucid heaven
And sun and moon withdrawn.



As if Life spake, " Lift up, lift up thine eyes on

Familiar sights and see them all aneiu
In this cramped circle of my fixed horizon
Sometimes 'wild dreams come true."



Experience 3 7



Experience



T IFE is not all we dreamed

The fairy pageant fancy wove hath flown-

Sunshine and cloud lend beauty to her throne-
Yet other than we deemed.



Life is not all we planned

Delights unearned are drifted near our feet :

While what the wild heart thought so dear, so

sweet
Evades the wistful hand.

Life is not all we feared

We veiled our eyes in vain, in bitter dread ;

Some angel plume brushed near the humbled

head
Some magic whisper cheered.

Life gives, withholds, withdraws,
Shuts one stern portal, bids another ope,
Smiles down our terrors, cheats our firmest hope
Who guesses by what laws ?



3 8 Experience

So learn nor grudge the cost
From thine own heart the master-secret strange,
Some jewelled hours to lock beyond all change
Life's best gifts never lost.



Leaf and Sheaf 39



Leaf and Sheaf

'' I IS all across the cornfields,

The voice of the leaves
A myriad elfin whispers,

They call to the sheaves !
" Oh, why are you all silent ?

Is the dancing done ?
And the merry hours of music
'Neath the moon and sun ? "
Weary head to weary head,
Not a word the corn-sheaves said.

" We woke to life together,

In the young spring's glee ;
When you sprang from all the furrows,

We broke about the tree,
And with us the merle and ousel,

And the lark with you
Wove a fairy web of singing

All the summer through."
Weary head to weary head,
Never a word the corn-sheaves said.



4-0 Leaf and Sheaf

" Oh, Life " (they said) " was rapture

Both at eve and morn,
When we thrilled with hope and gladness,

Growing leaf, springing corn !
Ye are changed, are hushed, dear comrades !

And we feel strange fear
Lest some bitter fate lie hidden

In the failing year ! "

Weary head to weary head,
Corn-sheaves dream of summer dead.



The Whitethroat 41



The Whitethroat

LJ ARK the whistle, siller-clear !

Watty Wheybeard's landed here.
Frae his howf across the main
Watty Wheybeard's here again.
He's a travelled gentleman,
Comes and gangs on his ain plan.
Where were ye the winter time ?
" Far awa' frae frost and rime ! "
April wakens glinting, smiling,
All the land to bliss beguiling
A' things budding, moving, springing-
Yonder's Watty Wheybeard singing !

Watty felt the hidden spells,
Saw afar his muirland dells,
Some strange pulse o' longin' stirred
In the wee heart o' the bird.
When the fierce south-easter blew
Watty took his wings and flew !
Mony a weary mile he came,
Never resting, sick for hame.



42 The Whitethroat

Now he views, like ony laird,
What the winter storm has spared
(Coonty Councils, keepin' snod
Thorn and briar alang the road,
Waur than ony winter storm,
Wi' their Philistine reform).
Never heed ! There's covert warm
In the plantin' safe from harm ;
Mony a corner, cosh and dern,
Thick wi' curly heids o' fern,
Bramble bushes where he'll find
House and haudin' to his mind,
All that he can wish or crave,
Watty whistles owre the lave !

Oh, you're welcome, sun or rain !
Watty Whey beard here again.



Foreshado wings 43



Foreshadowings

"\X7HEN I looked forth at midnight
Stark was the frost and stern
Lo ! when the red sun rose again
He glittered through my window-pane
Through fairy tree and fern.

As if the mighty artist

Who paints the spring anew
Were sketching in the wintry time
With pencils of the frosty rime
The work he meant to do.



44



The Dark Saturday

(May yAf, 1910)



skies and grey
Leaden clouds rolling
Faint, far away

Death bells dull tolling.

Through midnight valleys,
Touched by no spring,

To the King's Palace
Came a strange King.

None showed the way

No guard saluted :
Where the King lay

He came sure footed.

Brief was the greeting :
Bells, when morn woke,

Told of the meeting,
Stroke and slow stroke.

Grey skies and cold,
Brooding disaster

Bells sadly tolled :
Death is the master.



Lilac and Throstle 45



Lilac and Throstle

*~:pHE lilac wears purple

Yet proud is not she
Amongst her dim arches

Long lingers the bee.
And she loves the brown thrush

That builds in the thorn
He tarries and sings there

At twilight and morn.

In winter she sorrowed

All leafless and lone ;
The brown thrush cow'red silent-

But winter is gone.
Young April, gift-bearer,

Hath paused by her side,
And she wears her blossoms,

And he woos a bride.

Now blithely she tosses
Her plumes at her will :

As blithely he whistles
Light cadence, low trill



46 Lilac and Throstle



O cuckoo ! O swallow !

Their rapture you miss !
Who struggled together

Through winter to this,



Wind and Trees 47



Wind and Trees

HpHE birch-tree hath, for spending,

Rich hoards of gold, a shining store
The wind woos her to lending :

But he will pay them back no more.
A vagrant, wasting in his flight
The treasure won with kisses light.

I watched her stoop and yield them :
I know, when winter nights are cold,

And birds have naught to shield them,
She'll wish again her squandered gold.

I'll hear her often, through my sleep,

With low complaining, moan, and weep.

Yet, like some gentle spirits

Who squander love on hearts untrue,
Time comes to deck her merits,

Not with old leaves, but leaves anew.
But, if the wind entreat once more,
Again she'll grant him all her store.



48 The Treasure of the Humble



The Treasure of the Humble

(From the French)

C\R Patience ! thou holiest treasure,

Watch after watch, long nights we measure,
Star after star through the sky is borne.
Lo ! 'tis the breaking morn.
(There's a silence falls when all speech is o'er,
And steersman, sail ! thou shalt find a shore !)

Sweet Patience ! thou gentlest maid,

On our bleeding wound be thy light hand laid ;

Little by little the soft caress

Soothes to forgetfulness.

Time hath a balm for the smarting sore.

(Steer, sailor, steer, thou shalt find a shore.)

Oh Patience ! thou saving power !

Grief shall be long, saith the sullen hour ;

Time is her foeman, and she shall die,

And busy the bright days fly !

Many a shaft hath the sun in store !

(Lose not yet heart ! thou shalt find a shore !)



The Treasure of the Humble 49

Dear Patience ! thy quickening breath
Calls new spring to the frost of death ;
There is life asleep in the winter tomb
Wait, and a rose shall bloom !
(This is a word with a mystic lore
Sail, sail on ! thou shalt find the shore.)



50 The Changing Year



The Changing Year

CPRING came to the window, and just looked
through

All the birds wakened and spoke her name
She lingered, doubted, and half withdrew,
Then lifted the latch, and a soft wind blew,

And the world was changed when she came.

When the wild maid went, it were hard to say
We missed her once from her wonted place j -
She slipped from life in the self-same way
But Summer held us her rosebuds gay,
And proffered us grace on grace.

Now the barley hath won her a silver veil

And the swallow is teaching her brood to fly
(For she thinks of a flight when no wing must fail)
There's a hush on the hill, a hush in the dale.
I know that the Autumn is nigh.

Oh, foolish heart, that would fain hold fast
What flits and changes and fades away !
" It were good, so good, might it only last,"
I have said it and sighed as the season passed,
And shall to my dying day.



The Shilfa' 5 1



The Shilfa'

TT rained all night as cold as spite,
Nor yet the sun breaks through ;
The shilfa' on the lilac spray
Hath still a hopeful word to say
" I think I see some blue."

And all the while he means no guile,

He feels his message true ;
So sure that Heav'n is still his friend
(There's joy to take and love to spend)

He thinks he sees some blue.

Were it not good in such a mood

The darkest day to view ?
Forbear to chide, rebel, and fret,
But with the shilfa' hopeful yet,

Believe we see some blue.



5 2 Wine of Verse



Wine of Verse

" The Poets pour ui wine" Mrs. Browning.

DOETS pour us wine,

Grapes grow everywhere ;
Fruitful, fertile, spreads the vine,


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